I’ve never stopped running.
This story is not for the faint of heart.
From the moment I was conceived I was part of a revolution. My parents, living in Russian occupied communist Czechoslovakia went in search of a new life. They had requested a one day pass to travel to Vienna that took a year to be approved. From there, they had a plan to escape to a free country and, by then, my mother was pregnant with me. I was being formed in the womb of my mother while my parents fled the country of repression for a second chance. Amid the mass exodus from the Eastern European block, several nations sought immigrants, with Canada being a notable contender. My parents chose Canada enticed by its promotion of family values and freedom
I have known since the beginning of time that I was here to be a part of something significant to humanity, I have known it my entire life. I have known since my earliest memory that I was created to be an artist. The journey I have chosen my whole life has always been the path less traveled. One that would not be considered conventional by any societal standards. I guess this is why it’s taken me 54 years to finally be tapping into the truth of who I came here to be. We really only grow through resistance.
My parents, who were terrified of life and carried a whole universe of pain on their shoulders, believed that the only way forward was to become invisible. They discouraged any independent pathway forward because of the nature of Communism and the great loss their families experienced as a result. I grew up looking for evidence of my adoption, deep down I just didn’t feel part of that circle.
As a child, my father, who worked as a private investigator for the secret service, shared with me classified documents from the Russian government that provided evidence of the existence of alien life. He confided in me that he fled Czechoslovakia to preserve his own life. As part of his duties, my father flew on military planes as a second passenger, tasked with reporting individuals aiding resistance against the Russian occupation. He recounted how entire buses of people would vanish without a trace, never to be seen again.
On a trip back to Czechoslovakia, I witnessed the complete evacuation of the entire Russian Occupation, vacating the Eastern European block. This same government had forced my parents to leave their homeland and everything they knew in search of freedom. During the Russian occupation, both of my parents' families endured tremendous injustice as the government seized all of their property and possessions. This harrowing experience furled their determination to ensure that I remained on a safe and secure path.
Because of the vibrational environment that I grew up in, I spent the entire rest of my journey repeatedly re-creating environments that where dangerous and toxic to me. They did not serve my greatest purpose.
Psychic phenomena occur throughout my family lineage. We have numerous stories of beings from other worlds intervening and assisting during times of illness and difficulty. With a history of advanced human senses, my family understands that there is much more to existence than what we perceive through our mere five senses.
Part of my journey is to push the boundaries of our preconceived notions. Being connected to my truth can create conflict in those that aren’t ready to face themselves yet. My journey has been marked by the perpetual recreation of hazardous and toxic environments, akin to my ill-fated engagement to a psychopath who last I heard, is now an international fugitive wanted by the FBI. Unconventional and provocative. I challenge the status quo, unsettling those unable to confront their own truths, resulting in my ostracization from a prominent art community, a cliche insidious grip of conformity and privilege.
I understand that each of us has chosen our own unique journey and is responsible for our current circumstances. Every ancestor before us carries the cellular memory of past lifetimes, with each generation striving for spiritual elevation. I firmly believe that every individual alive today plays an essential role in ensuring the survival and evolution of the human race. This can only be achieved once we recognize and embrace our unique blueprints, each contributing valuable perspectives and talents to the collective. Every living human holds a crucial purpose in the present moment. It's imperative for each of us to align with our divine purpose to contribute to humanity's advancement. As we unite with determination for justice, liberty, and truth, we must move forward in community and collaboration, acknowledging the inherent equality and value of every individual, regardless of cultural, racial, or geographical differences. This is our collective duty.
THE HEARTIST
The Heartist, our gateway to self-discovery and essence, leads us to the truth of existence. Within its depths, we awaken innate wisdom, bridging earthly experiences to celestial realms, revealing our divine purpose. Guided by our innate calling, we embrace our inherent nature, connecting deeply to the core of our being, transcending into the soul. illuminating the path to our highest truth.
LUDWIG
Ludwig is a portal of transition for our souls. It is the passage back and forward into and from time. This portal of awareness has allowed me to understand from observation the human experience of loss, from a completely conscious position- in that we actually do not die., we merely change form. Although one may not have something in its physical presence, that which existed will always exist. Nothing is ever lost.
Simone the Heartist